I'm a simply complicated person. Reality Theatre, Fencing, and enjoying life in general are my 3 passions right now. Reality theatre is amazing though...it's awsome to be sorrounded by people who are funny, talented, mature and understanding all at once...which is something i'm not used to. I'm bisexual- yes, I like girls, get over it. I love the Dixie Chicks, they are amazing....you diss them, you diss me- which is not cool. I believe that hate in ANY form will destroy you. That feeling only exists to manifest all the bullshit you have stored up, and everytime you let your emotions get control of you... you are giving in. Hate is easy... being in love is easy... being sad is easy. Not being sad or hating during the darkest moments of your life is where the true challenge lies.
I think that you cannot love love and love people. To love love is to understand that love is something that is always there, whether people are there to bring out the love or not. If you love someone, and they go away, or die, or break up with you, and you hurt... than you are not in love with love, you are attached to the person superficially, and will only end up hurting yourself, because everything is impermanent and ever changing, especially people.
I've been through more than most 18 year olds have been through at my young age of 14, which is why i think i'm so mature and tend to look towards older people when looking for a relationship. I'm not going to tell you my whole life story on the internet, so if you are interested, give me a call and I MIGHT just tell you.
I bury myself in work and activities hoping to become a more mature, knowledged person....I seek aswers, I look to logic reasons for being here, and know that there really is no purpose to life;just an experience we all go through to determine something out of our reach.
But that's just the thing: Nothing is out of our reach... human beings are capable of anything the imagination can percieve. Reality is simply a projection of our thoughts, and very breakable.
I dont believe in the set of rules that religion lays out for me: I dont believe in someone telling me how to live me life- I live by what I think is right, and with my own common sense in which was taught by all of my elders, and even in some of my peers(in knowing what to do, and what not to do)
I think this world needs change. A lot of change. The inequities that exist in our neighborhoods, schools, and across the globe have become accepted as the status quo. Why? What can we do to help bring about positive social change? ...Can anyone hear me?
You will all like me even more when you get to really know me. I can show you my past,and i can also show you my future: But for now, the present is all I have time for.